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[26 Apr 2006|12:42am] |
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I'm back! I've got a big LARP this weekend. I'll update about it next week. Sword of Elderon away!
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| Everybody's working for the weekend |
[18 Feb 2005|06:05pm] |
Happy Friday everyone. I have a big blind date lined up for tonight, but i don't have much hope. I saw christy today. for those of you who know me know that isn't a good thing. that bitch. she was so beautiful once, but now I don't know. she'll never be my Mary Jane or dragon princess ever again. if anyone has ever loved and lost- it isn't better than never loving at all. seeing her is going to make tonight much hardr than it needs to be. any ideas? I was thinking of heading to a movie since i'm not in the mood for much talking. damn it. this is going to suck. I might just cancel the whole thing and work on my palladin.
i'll keep everyone updated on how my date goes tonight. if i go.
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| Gattaca isn't a dream!! |
[09 Feb 2005|01:07pm] |
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Class just ended and I wanted to come home to write some of my poetry in my leatherbound, but instead I'm trapped wathing this damn movie, Gattaca. Uma is such a fox. she can be my woodnymph anyday. Thats not why i'm watching .. i can't exscape from these feelings of paranoia. I cant! In a perfect fantasy land i'd be free from this fear of big brother and the machine (and i'd totally be with Uma).. but gattaca is fucking REAL man. REAL! as real as this pain i feel for all my brothers and sisters that live in ignorance. wake up.. it's so lonely beeing the only one that understands and can be honest and open about this life. i can't take it anymore. if anyone out there understands... contact me... but don't be alarmed when i don't believe you. my leatherbound calles me.
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| Here comes the flood... of TEARS! |
[08 Feb 2005|05:24pm] |
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These days when i walk around, and when i decide to take my eyes off the gound, i just see a lot of pain and hurt flowing through the streets. the pain and the hurt are a lot like the biblical floods that god sent to wipe out the disgusting masses - i cry for my fellow man...and my tears touch his forhead...im a lot like Noah that way. When oh when will the great flood come to cleans the HATE and the LIES??? People try too hard to get where they're going - but they never stop to smell the roses. That's because those roses have thorns made of HATE AND LIES. God, please destroy all the false things and purify my sad lamenting soul.
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| My feelings on feelings and THE MACHINE |
[07 Feb 2005|08:16pm] |
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I feel that I should not love, because love is dangerous. instead, I should just have sex with no emotions attached. Sex isn't as complicated as love... love hurts. I know because I have loved before... but sadly I haven't had sex before. i can be honest in this forum.. i have that ability, unlike my peers that often offer misleading information out of fear but i have no fear- i understand the true ways about the world and i know that i have naugtt to fear.. I am savig myself for someone I love (and that loves me back, I alredy love everyone ;) that makes things even more complicted, which is ok, I prefer to be passive and contemptated. I take philosophy classes, so yeah, this knowledge has mademe kinda an expert on life, religion, and people in general. I want to share my knowledge with everyone so I'm glad you've come here to get advice, that's why I post my journal on the internet, because I know people can benefit from the advice I have to give since I'm so wies. anyway, remember to love to have sex without love is to truly escape THE MACHINE! THE MACHINE everyone talks about themachine and the machine might be different for everyone but in reality the machine dominates everyone's lives by makeing you work for material things like money. money really is the root of all evil.People who work for money are mindless robots, that's why I've never had a job. sure, I've got a car, an apartment, and plenty of money to go along with it. I just didn't work for it like all you machines out there. i'm free from that mindlessness becuz i have a mind and i do use it for the common good. it's not my fault my family takes care of me, just don't let the machine consume you with jealousy and don't blame me for your problems, mindless zombies. break away from the mold and stop working for money. VOTE SOCIALIST!
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| I am depressed about how much I love to love being depressed |
[04 Feb 2005|02:57pm] |
you know, sometimes it is hard to love the world as much as I do. I love everyone and all I get is rejected. a level 25 wizard shouldnt have to feel rejected. I fell christlike, but not in the good "fish for everyone!' way. no siree, in the, I love the world and my life is so hard so I should just learn to stop caring way. I'm glad that you have come hear to learn from me, O gentle reader. you should learn from me and not love anyone. but don't be a dick and hate anyone. man... I'm deep. weel, I hope you keep reading my live journal so you can soak up more of my life-altering advice.
PS DUNGEONS AND DRAGONS FOR LIFE!!! ALL HAIL THE WIZARD CLASS WITH PLUS 8 DEXTERITY POINTS!
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